July 30, 2013

• One Final Update

  For those who have been with me through it all, I thank you.

  Last week I had two surgeries.  I now have plastic teeth screwed in.  I look normal, I eat normally, I can even brush my teeth normally.  It’s been a lot of pain (and puking due to hydrocodone) but I’ve made it.  I finally feel like a person again.  After the porcelain ones are installed over Christmas, my 2 and a half year surgery saga will be behind me.

   

  Josh and I have agreed we are better as friends, at least for now.  I hope his very loving parents accept this and I can continue to be a part of his family (my surrogate since moving from home).  We are still best friends, but in the end, my heart has pulled be back to Adam.  He knows about my cheating and abandonment, but he is still willing to work things through.  I’m very excited for our future, and I hope that we can build a stronger relationship, as equal partners rather than a caregiver and a child.  Sometimes you have to lose the one you truly love in order to appreciate him, right?  I’m ready to commit to him.  I’ve learned from my mistake.

   

  I’m sad xanga is closing when it is.  Adam has already spoken to my father about asking for my hand within the year, and I’d love nothing more than to share that with you all.

   

  I have set up an account at wordpress under the same name.  Feel free to add me, though I haven’t blogged there yet.  I’ve donated and waited out xanga’s death, but I think it’s time we all move on.

   

  One last note – yesterday was my 21st birthday.  In memorandum, here’s to you xanga!

   

   

  

   

  Thanks for the prayers and support, throughout the years.

   

  Yours

   

  Maggie May

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